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A Spacey Start to the new Year.

A new year. A new year that represents fresh starts. There are new goals to meet, maybe a long motivational pep talk, and so on. In my case, I have had a very slow fresh start.


People keep on telling me that it is okay to recharge. Rest. Take a break. Take a load off, and all that pizzazz. But lately, it has unwillingly discouraged me from doing everything. I have my routines, but lately, I have been living on a lack of sleep. I'll load up my project onto my computer, and a lot of the time, I just wind up either leaving it open all day on the screen or closing the app after a short period of time. If I am lucky, I will pull off just one hour of work in one day.


At the same time, I have run out of things to think about. I like the peace and quiet, but it makes me feel like such a boring person at the same time. Yet, I still write in my diary every day. I realized that I do not have much energy to fight for what I believe in. Life is short. Nobody listens. But I keep expressing it in my music because there is nothing else to do, and I just have this urge to bring a message across. It just seems like one reason to be alive.



Now I just want to get into a new rhythm where I can be a workaholic, and that is what I have to do.






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