Spirituality: When you learn that everything is connected.

It has been nearly a whole month since my last post, and I have spent it taking a break from everything that I do. But Now I wanna talk about something that most people do not understand. But because this is based on only my experiences I will come out with it anyway.

I have always belived that there is more to life than the one we live in. More to life than the planet we live on. I have seen Spirit, I have felt spirit, and I have heard spirit.

To clarify I am NOT a medium. But I have friends who are. Because they too get so many people coming with so many questions about their loved ones those identies are kept secret.

My late mother came back as an archangle. She said "I am here, all our family are here. Do your music - It is the most beautiful thing in the world". She was always the biggest supporter of my music, and she did music also. She was an avid paino player. She had 98 percent on her recitial test at uni for playing Claire De Lune by Debussy like a pro. She understood melodies, the power of songwriting, and what it meant to express yourself through song. Her spirit will guide me into writting the second album.

Another thing she told me is that God is not a person. Not a man dressed in white with long white flowly hair, and wearing some white cloak from the roman times.

God is pure energy, Love it'self. Just to calrify I don't believe in God, and at the same time I have no strong beliefs, and noting that has anything to do with the bible. I am just spiritually open minded. However I have always belived in the afterlife, and that the soul never dies. It's NOT the end.

What most people do not understand is that everything is connected, and it makes up for who we are, what our purpose is. Bascially it makes up for everything. This is includes our physical body, our emotions, our spirituality. People have a habbit of separating all that with science, and the physical world around it. If any one of those three things go unbalalnced everything else does, and sometimes it really shows no matter how hard you try to deny it or hide it. Sience is still slow to respond to this - the research never ends.

AND because I know that death is not the end I am not affraid of it. I am more affraid of the PROCESS of death. The pain I'd be in physically and emotionally. I do not dare to wonder what I would pass away from. But I hope I go under peaceful circumstances no matter what.

Ultimately, I don't think we are meant to understand everything about life, death, spirit, or what comes after us. Maybe some things are simply meant to be experienced rather than explained. What I do know is that losing Mum has changed the way I see life, but it has also reminded me that love, music, memories and the connections we make don't simply disappear when someone leaves this physical world. Whether you believe in an afterlife, energy, spirituality, science, or none of it at all, I think there is something beautiful about remaining open to the possibility that there is more to existence than what we can see. For me, Mum's message was simple: keep making music, keep expressing myself, and keep living. And that's exactly what I intend to do.